As of today, I have had my 4th extraction. This is in preparation for the braces which I would be putting on soon. The experience was excruciating. I had ulcers all over the areas I had the Local anesthesia injected. The wound was aching after the effects wore off. I had problems sleeping because of the pain two days after each round of extraction. I felt like crying every time saw the teeth that was pulled out of my mouth. This were my mental process which were running through my mind on most of my free time. It feels and is horrible. I wondered why I even put myself through this too. It took me awhile to come to terms but I have decided...
I am never going to be just that ugly fat girl anymore. It time to clear all my flaws once and for all. My teeth, my weight, my complexion, my personality, my life. I want to live like all the other girls who could hold their head up high, proud and bright.
